You know, it's been quite a while since I've done an actual blog. Most of my time these days have been too preoccupied writing stories with no actual goal or plot in mind. Now as fun as that may be... Well.. I guess I'm just too boring for myself to actually stay interested in one thing for more than a day.
But to stay with the topic of my growing insanity, lets talk about something off the wall. My good friend, just the other day, called me a dictator (for reasons that can't actually remember...). And that got me thinking. "Heh, a dick tater." Like a potato mixed with a mating peripheral. Now as gross and disturbing as that may sound, there was also a side, which finally got a kick in the gonads. I DO care.
But there once was a time, in the far off, distant past. A time where i actually made an effort not to care. But i do care now. And it's taken me this particular moment right now to admit it. I actually care.
About what?
About a lot of things.
Like what people think. I've always tried to make that conscious effort to say to myself that i don't care. But the truth is, i do. I do care. The level of caring depends on who or what. But it's still there.
In fact I care so much, it can make me do crazy things!
KU-RAZY things.
Like write on this stupid blog.
I know that no one's gonna read it, but in case anyone does. And i happen to know them. I'm going to make a half arsed apology right now, on this very post.
Yeah nah, I'm not really.
